Work, and Other Things

 So yesterday was OK. No great events at work. I found out that the audit that we will be learning to do with the driver equipment is going to be pretty invasive, looks like I'm gonna have to get some coveralls. It sucks but there's nothing I can do about it right now. It's gonna be part of the job I guess.
 I'm going to make sure that they are paying for coveralls. If not well I'm gonna start dressing like a scrub when I go to work.
 I'm not required to do it all the time, but I'm sure that the yard girl will gladly accept my help with this. Since neither of us know anything about these trucks.
 Anyhow, we ended up having Mexican food from a place down the street, and my stomach didn't like it, it was bloaty all night, along with bloating because I started my period. My stomach is really starting to reject me a lot lately, along with the laxatives. I don't want to have to take more than 2 a day but I might have to.
 This seems to be the only way that I successfully lose weight, all but starving myself to get there, and exercising like I'm insane. Even taking Alli doesn't seem to be making much difference, so I end up having to take laxatives all the time to see any dent in my weight.
 This shit sucks. I wish it were easier to lose weight but it's not.
 Then there's always the people that say that I'm not fat, I think that I am, I know that I am, so I'm fighting for the skinny body that I want. Is there really something wrong with that?
 I can't afford a personal trainer, I can barely afford Alli and I'm stuck in this rut, where nothing is happening for me... ugh.
 I'm cranky today. Plus the computers at work keep acting funny so it seems like there's nothing that I can do all day, but pray for the clock to go faster. This is also irritating.
 I'm hoping that after tomorrow I will understand the shit they want us to do, so that maybe I will have something else to do at work. Even though it's cold outside at least it will make the day go by a little bit faster. I'll even make a point of working with the yard girl so that we can help each other understand this. The guy that's supposed to be teaching us will only be there about an hour or so to teach us. You would think that because they made such a big stink about this that they would send the guy for a longer amount of time.
 I'm hoping that the drivers will be able to help us with some of this shit. Even though we're doing this because they don't trust all the drivers anymore... ugh what a mess.

TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine