Monday, April 4, 2011

Rant, rant, rant

 So I still haven't figured out what to do about my situation. For right now I'm going to try to put it in the back of my mind, unless of course my stalker shows up again.
 This morning I was talking about a friend and she said maybe I should just approach the guy directly. I don't know if I really want to, because it might make him think that I want to talk or see him.
"Look here buddy we need to talk about this because I am getting very frustrated.  For some reason think that I am really close to you. You don't really know me that well. First of all, the night that I didn't go to dinner I was told that you thought that I didn't like you. I liked you as a friend until you started saying things like that. My fiance keeps telling you that I need space. You apparently found the need to comment all over everything that I was posting on my facebook, and email me asking if I was mad at you and telling me that you were so concerned about me. Friends that I have had my entire life don't even do that. They just leave me be to live my life, so I got tired of the comments and emails blocked you. Well then you sent me a card. It's great that I have your support, but I think that you're thinking about me too much, and need to back off. I need my personal space. I am a very busy person, it's really not even your business what is going on with my family. It's a family matter, not your matter. When it comes to being busy I hardly have the time to see my close family and friends. How do I have the time to come all the way out there to see you? I don't even have time to myself. The only time that I have where I am truely alone is when I am in the car commuting somewhere.
 Then you show up on my doorstep at 6am when I'm trying to get ready for work. You said you were looking for my fiance, what the hell makes you think that he would be up at that hour?
 That started making me uncomfortable. Then whenever you talked to my fiance you were asking about me, how's my dad, do we need anything? Why wasn't I talking to you? It's obvious that you have no respect when someone tells you that you need to give them space.
 So I got tired of people knowing too much so I deleted a whole bunch of people from my facebook page, including you and your wife, because I didn't want you going onto her fb page and watching mine from there.
 Then a few weeks later you called my fiance asking why I deleted you. Because I need space. I want to know that I can get ready for work without someone knocking on my door. I want to feel like I can say what I want, when I want, without having someone commenting on every single thing.
 So less than a week after talking to my fiance you just show up. No you didn't get out of your truck, but you started asking why I wasn't out there to see you. You started asking about my dad's situation. Honestly it's not your business. You should call my fiance before coming over. I understand that you're a really intense person or whatever, but I need my personal space. I don't need people constantly asking about me, or sending me things, or showing up. Please just stop. Let me have my own life."

TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine

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