Moodiness

 Why do men have to be so frustrating? I do everything that I can, and he still can't be pleased. I love him, and I know that he loves me, and we're going through a rough patch because of his workman's comp. It's frustrating I'm, and since the beginning he hasn't wanted my help. So I suppose the best thing to do is put up with it. I feel like I have to walk on egg shells about everything. Every little thing seems to set him off. So I guess that I have to close myself off from him, that's what he seems to be doing to me.
 I'll still be perky, but just not express anything to him, nothing at all. That's really hard because I feel like I can't be myself. I have to sit here and pretend that every thing's alright with him. OR I can let I'm rant, but not cater to him, because I think he just wants to be left alone, so I'll let him be alone. I won't ask ow his day is, won't tell I'm about mine, because you know that might be selfish in some way. I wont call to see how he's doing, and just wont stand in his way.
 It's like all I want is a little peace, and a little time to spend in my head, and everyone wants me to do something for them. Sure I know that I used to, but now no one seems to appreciate it, so I stopped doing things. I ave enough burdens already, and now I just have more. I still wish that I could go lock myself in a closet somewhere and get some peace and quiet, but that will never happen.
 Tonight I;m gonna go for a walk or something by myself. I just need to force this frustration out somehow, and move on from it. I'm tired of people trying to take me down with them.

TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine