Well there's not a whole lot that I have to talk about today. The shit going on with my dad is irritating, but I'm dealing. It's just kinda hard when he thinks you're his wife, or that he has to get ready for work, and he's been retired quite a while.
Other than that I am not feeling as stressed about my stalker situation. I have taken a few precautions, and am sticking to them. I need a little comfort sometimes. I have to protect myself because I don't think anyone thinks that this is really an issue. I'd rather be left alone, but the powers that be just aren't going to let that happen. So I have done what I can to protect myself, and god willing defend myself if anything bad were going to happen. It doesn't seem like it will. It's not like I've been threatened. It's more like these people are trying to force me into a friendship, and I'm resisting because they're being so weirdly persistent about it. They seem to be living in their own illusion where I am their BFF, even though we have made no memories together, they couldn't tell you anything about my likes and dislikes aside from what you can find on my facebook page. I want them to leave me alone, and the more someone says that to them the more they obsess about it, or whine about how much they think they love me.
Tonight I'm going to go home, so some laundry and veg for a while. Screw making dinner, I'm tired of it. I love cooking, but not lately. By the time that I get home I want to veg,or something for myself. Lately I have had that screw everyone else attitude, only because I've been getting that vibe from everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I'm not stuck up, but I know I'm a bitch they key is to use it only when necessary.
TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine
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