Thinspo?????

 So my biopsy was negative. It's nothing. I wrote about it on a note on my fb so that I could share my experience with friends, so that maybe they will use it in same way.
 Anyway, I'm frustrated. After 3 weeks of jogging and dieting nothing happened for me. When I went to the Dr's it was 144lbs. WTF???? So I have decided to once again not eat. Sit here and starve myself. I hate my body and want it to change. So we'll have to see what happens. The longest that I have even been able to go without eating is 4 days.Well that;s going to change. I have been reading all sorts of thinspo info. So here goes thinspo day one. I didn't have the chance to weigh myself. 
 I was actually supposed to start this yesterday, but being the pig that I am I ate pasta for dinner. So that's it. So far today I have had one cup of coffee with splenda, and a cup of tea.
 Does anyone know any good pills that I could take to move this process along. I know that I won't lose that much by the time the hot weather gets here, but I want to lose something.
 I think that I will forever be struggling with this. Ugh this sucks. I need to find more pro ana and thinspo buds to help me with the process.
 Maybe tomorrow I will add my current weight and goal weights. Let's see what happens by then.


TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine