Ugh yet another sucky day. Last night Mr. Hunny Bunny freakin made me make some market pantry pizza's for dinner. I had a few tiny bites, but that's it. I wanted to throw it up, but for some reason couldn't make myself. I kept thinking, once on the lips, forever on the hips. It made me stop wanting to eat at all.
I seriously need to find some friends out there that I can share this with. Start my own support system. I don't think a lot of my friends really understand, and I really haven't said anything to them about everything.
They don't even know that I have this blog, because I don't want them to. I only really want people that understand how I feel to read this, and I hope that they do.
I didn't weigh myself this morning, I was too peeved to do it, to angry at myself, so once again no eating today, and that's that. Maybe better luck tomorrow with my weight.(I know I need a new scale, but I really can't afford that right now, but I guess that what I have it better than nothing. ugh)
Well I have a few things that I have to get done here at work. I will probably be blogging from my phone as usual. It seems to help a lot with the frustration.
TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine
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