Omg! I'm mad.Very mad at myself. Shouldn't have had that chex mix, so I'm just have to keep from eating, and probably exercise a little extra today so I can get rid of it. Ive found that drinking a lot of tea really seems to help. Plus I'm going to start drinking more dieters teas and stuff to help out a little bit. At least I will when I can afford it because we're so damn broke right now that we can't afford food anyway.
I figure that it's better if I just let the people around me eat, because they probably need it more anyway. maybe me taking care of them will be good for my karma or something. A girl can only dream.
I thought that using thinspo ideals to help me not eat would be hard, since I don't have the greatest track record at not eating, it's not as bad as I thought. I haven't had a total binge episode or anything, when I ate the chex mix it was literally just a handful, and it made me feel guilty. So I guess that I could've been worse. My punishment is going to be a hundred crunches though. I have to do something, because Ive done wrong.
TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine
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