When you're not close to someone, and they don't leave you alone what are you supposed to do? I try to be a decent person most of the time, I let the old ladies with one item cut in front of me at the grocery store, I actually wait until someone is done crossing in the cross walk to turn the corner, if I see someone drop money I tell them, why is it that I'm a decent human being, and then people try to latch onto me?
It's like they're a succubus, and they want to steal my remaining but of humanity from me. They like the kindness. They think they're trying to be supportive, when they don't know me. They start haunting my facebook so I block them because they keep bugging me, but I want my freedom of speech. They show up on my doorstep when I'm getting ready for work, they send me "thinking of you" cards in the mail.
Of course my fiance said they don't have many friends and they're trying to be supportive, they signed it "friends forever"... they don't know me that well and think that they do, all I want is to be left alone and have them stop bugging me.
I've had my best friend for 16 years, she's moved far away and we see each other once in a while, we send each other things but we don't send cards that are signed friends forever, maybe it's because in our hearts we know it, and don't have to say it out loud. My friends knew my for several yrs before they started showing up at my house unexpectedly. By then they know that they're welcome. When they're in trouble I'll help them out if I can, sometimes helping is having someone to talk to, or driving around with.
I hate being a bitch, and my fiance thinks that I'm taking things the wrong way, but when these people make mountains out of mole hills and start claiming they thought that I was mad at them because I didn't feel good and couldn't make it to dinner, then start haunting me so I have to block them out, that's not over reacting, it's wanting some privacy. When they start showing up and you feel you can't have privacy, somethings wrong. Tonight I'm going to delete a bunch of people from my facebook, them included. If they keep bugging me I'm gonna get pissed if my fiance doesn't start telling his friends that seemed latched to me to back the hell off.
I've even thought about getting a restraining order because of people showing up, I want nothing to do with them because they keep trying to wiggle into my life.
TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine
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