So yesterday, I plain deleted the guy that was bothering me and his wife. I also deleted his brother. I'm tired of this shit.

Still Being Stalked

 When you're not close to someone, and they don't leave you alone what are you supposed to do? I try to be a decent person most of the time, I let the old ladies with one item cut in front of me at the grocery store, I actually wait until someone is done crossing in the cross walk to turn the corner, if I see someone drop money I tell them, why is it that I'm a decent human being, and then people try to latch onto me?
 It's like they're a succubus, and they want to steal my remaining but of humanity from me. They like the kindness. They think they're trying to be supportive, when they don't know me. They start haunting my facebook so I block them because they keep bugging me, but I want my freedom of speech. They show up on my doorstep when I'm getting ready for work, they send me "thinking of you" cards in the mail.
Of course my fiance said they don't have many friends and they're trying to be supportive, they signed it "friends forever"... they don't know me that well and think that they do, all I want is to be left alone and have them stop bugging me.
 I've had my best friend for 16 years, she's moved far away and we see each other once in a while, we send each other things but we don't send cards that are signed friends forever, maybe it's because in our hearts we know it, and don't have to say it out loud. My friends knew my for several yrs before they started showing up at my house unexpectedly. By then they know that they're welcome. When they're in trouble I'll help them out if I can, sometimes helping is having someone to talk to, or driving around with.
 I hate being a bitch, and my fiance thinks that I'm taking things the wrong way, but when these people make mountains out of mole hills and start claiming they thought that I was mad at them because I didn't feel good and couldn't make it to dinner, then start haunting me so I have to block them out, that's not over reacting, it's wanting some privacy. When they start showing up and you feel you can't have privacy, somethings wrong. Tonight I'm going to delete a bunch of people from my facebook, them included. If they keep bugging me I'm gonna get pissed if my fiance doesn't start telling his friends that seemed latched to me to back the hell off.
I've even thought about getting a restraining order because of people showing up, I want nothing to do with them because they keep trying to wiggle into my life.

TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine

Sometimes blockin people on fb doesnt work, they just send u "thinkng of you" cards in the mail.

Started taking alli again, we'll see how this goes.

Blogging etc

 So I've been trying the mobile blogging, as you can see it gave me some issues yesterday. It's not the site, it's me learning how to do this, so no one worry. My stomach has been killing me lately, I think that it's nerves or something.
 I'm once again gonna try not eating and see if that helps any. That and I don't want to eat, even though all I think about is food.
 Last night I watched Julie and Julia again. Good and inspiring movie, wish that I had the time and money, and time for exercise to do something like that. I was original going to do something like that with this blog, but haven't really felt that inspired to do it.
 I've been taking pictures all over the place with my new phone, I got a G4 so I want to eventually share them, once I have a reason. They've mostly been of my pets, etc, but I'm keeping my eye out for something new every day.
 I really think that part of this is stress, I went and got a massage the other day, but here I am 4 days later and all stressed out again. Hopefully it will subside a little bit or I will learn not to let it control me.

TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine

ster all over the place... What a mess

na eat dinner.
I wish I had more time to exercise, but with dad not doing so well its hard. Im always back and forth going to see him, and taking my si

So the day goes on, not a whole lot going in, ive been trying very unsuccessfully not to eat a bunch of junk food. Guess that tonight im probably not gon

Its way to early to have much to say, I just signed up for mobile blogging tho never done this before gonna be different

Hiding in the closet

 So I have been super busy and haven't had the time to do anything lately, or at least anything for myself that is. Nothing at all. My dad's been in the hospital, and is now in a rehabilitation place because he has Alzheimer's, heart problems, lung problems, and blood pressure problems. Ugh what a mess. Ive been visiting him every day and on the weekends. My oldest sister stays with him all day up there. She doesn't drive so My other sister drops her off and I usually go there to pick her up at the end of the day.
 My weight has stayed about the same, but I have been eating a lot of bad food lately.
 Then on top of that I have yet another person that seems as though they are stalking me. My fiance and I have gone out to dinner a few times with one of his co-workers and his wife. First I added them on my facebook thinking nothing of it.
 Then they started bugging me because his wife wanted to order Avon. Well I haven't been selling Avon in a while because either I haven't been feeling well, or my dad hasn't been doing that well.
 Then the guy started saying that I didn't like him or must be mad at him to my fiance. I'm not mad, just have a lot on my plate right now. My fiance said that they don't have that many friends, well I'm sorry dude, I can't even see the friends that live near me or that I'm close to.
 These people live about 20 miles away. Well then he emailed me on facebook saying that he hoped that everything was okay, and that he and his wife missed us and love us very much. I really thought that it was getting a little weird, because they don't know us that well.
 Then he again kept saying to my fiance that he thought that I didn't like them, where have I been, why haven't I been on facebook. He told him that my dad's been sick and that I have a lot of stress right now.
  I started noticing that every time I said something he would make a comment about it or something, c'mon, let me have some space.
 Then yesterday morning when I was getting ready for work he showed up at our house. He said that they were working near by and thought he would see if my fiance was up. My fiance has been off on Workman's comp for almost a year, why the hell would he be up at 6am. I don't know what this guys problem is, but my fiance talked to him and let him know that it wasn't cool. We also had to explain for the 3rd time that my dad is sick and I am busy. Then he posted "hang in there my friend" or some bullshit like that on my wall, so I blocked him and his wife from looking at my wall or posting on my comments, or even seeing anything that I post.
 This guy is acting like were best friends. He doesn't even know me that well. Just because you have dinner a few times doesn't mean that you know me.
 I've learned now that you can't be nice to people because they latch onto you. I think the thing that these people that keep latching to me had in common is that neither of them had a lot of friends. Maybe they're just pushing to hard to have friends. You need to be invited by people, not harass them because you're lonely. It drives them away from you. I'm getting to the point that I want to lock myself in a closet somewhere so that I can be left alone, my sister can bring me food and water, just don't let anyone in the closet with me.


TTYL,
Little Miss Sunshine